Happiness

I'm looking for something. I'm so confused and everything spins around my head. It's morning. The past memories of my life tells me through nostalgic feeling which only serves gently words to show me how foolish I was to not appreciate the times then.A friendly phantom, a tease and nothing more. A motivation to find it again and repeating the same thing over and over again. This is an ephemeral emotion which has the shortest lifespan, but meaningful and the most memorable thing. You love. What do you feel ? Anxiety, Faintheartedness, Panic, Trapidations ? or Joy, Delight, Pleasure, Hopefulness, Exhilaration ? Imagine the sky without stars, Christmas without Santa, your stomach without batterflies or imagine YOU without FEELINGS. Make it simple for yourself. Enjoy every moment of your life with satisfaction. And when your older think about your past and all the good feelings you've been through. Make little things enormous, huge , IMMENSE ! If you really want to know what happiness is like.